is it weird???

that i could totally see my self being like super good friends with my ex boyfriend turned best buddys girl friend??

i went over to his place tonight cuz he just got settled in and hes come a far way. about a year after we broke up we became really good friends, because we were both each others 1st love. so we were attached.. he was one of those people who i know was put in my life for a reason sorta thing and he got into it alot with his dad... its really a long story, but i was always afraid he fall in the cracks end up in some trouble. hes a good guy but really trusting and people take advantage of him alot.. so i was really happy to see he was out on his own and working and doing SO well.

any who.. i had met her once before.. and im still territorial, because he still means alot to me as a friend.. and so i was all guarded. but so i went to his place to see his new house and i totally didnt know that his girlfriend was going to be there... and she was.. so i was really unprepared.. and taken by surprise.. but like he was showing my mom around his new place (he was my moms favorite bf.. he looks to her like a mom) and me and her sat down and were straight talking and laughing.

shes adorable. i could totally see me and her being friends.. and me and him are at a point where we really only look out for each other. i only want girls who i know are good for him and the same goes vice versa. we know each other through n through and if i was truly concerned.. i would have said something.. but she totally looks out for him and i think they are so great together. lol i can see myself going to chill over there just to hang with her.. lol

i hope she doesn't like read this and be like ok shes odd... lol but it was a really big Revelation to me.. so i figured i'd write it down to remember =)